Technology's a curse

Ever thought, every feeling texted just to make him mad. When your heart is screaming I'm not bad. Can't you see me, I'm here why aren't you glad. Demon creeps inside my head. Unworthy words that I've had, handed to me to swallow, I'm sad. Why can't you just see the love in me. I can't deal with this pain.You hear congrats your free, while forever you'll be, the slave to Satan and his men, for only Chist can release me. I'm bound by vows and promise and the daughter we had. For you I gave up everything. Your ways will only guarantee you straight to 1,000 degrees. I pray for your release even though you've condemned me. I can't be heartless cold as ice even though you left me twice. Two times the charm it is that you have a promise of tomorrow ain't bad. Then tomorrow comes and u run. Really it's free the love to give me. I ask for no material things. You didn't even buy me a ring. So low on your list yet a music box she gets. In two years will she even remember your name? While I will still be rithing in pain. My knees may they bleed for I'll stay on them for eternity. The price your soul with me. In heaven it will be. I'll pray till the cows come home. I can't leave you unfree. I know this path for I walked it to, now may God be with you. He is waiting and you don't even know, you walked away long ago. Hanging with those who speak against Gods will only leave you breathless. Knowing in your soul you have been left restless. That is the design to long for Gods face shall you seek. Replacing him with things only leaves you asleep. Asleep at the wheel, no where to go, time to take back control. Get on your knees and be set free. This bondage you feel will begin to unreal. Not just once or twice every morning make nice. Father for its you I serve, please help me walk with you this day. To your delight he wont think twice. Whisking you away on the ride of your life. But to you this is a choice, I can't make it for you. For the design is he, you then me. Just so you know no matter how hard you try you can never sever these binds for God has me forever, question now is does he have you? Time is running low its now or never. Jump I scream, although you made it clear you can't hear me. Text, email face booking all means to communicate these things. I have tried and tried and yet you steal my heart what's left and torch it. I'll be back don't forget me. I'll be back after a short recharge. God please set him free. Devil I dispute this hold on me to ruin my life and family. I'll fight as long as God let's me, on my knees God please for he is half of a whole. Rescue him for our family. His mother would be so pleased. I love him still and forever will. 13 years is to long to let go, unless he just says no. Walk away I might but never cease to pray God save me!