Life after ruins

Ok so life sucks we get knocked down, now what? Each time life has sent me divorce, job lay off, or just crap in general I have revolted. I would lay down and quit doing all the things I should because they were harder now that I felt alone and broken. This time is different! I have a army of men and women who love me abundantly and will not allow me to quit. I have a new pillar of strength that my life is centered around. Christ stands strong and firm and will not allow me to fall and hit the bottom. He will allow me to fall but will catch me and hold me until I can stand up and try again. Before one of my husbands or boyfriends were the center of my life so when they left I would crumble. Now when is it enough of the life shattering stuff. Now I say enough! No more this to God was not surprised by so I will trust in his word and guidance. My pillar still stands so no reason for me to crumble. I am strong and resilient and with Christ by my side I no longer have to hurt for months, just a couple days. Yes, I mourned for the love and life lost. I mourn for my daughter who's hopes of mommy and daddy back together are dashed. Now it's time to allow God to heal her and me and show us what next he has in store. For controlling the situation myself, will not allow healing and movement to proceed. So my life after ruins belong to the Almighty. Even after repair my life will still belong to the Heavenly Father who is the only man to truly love me and hold me with his heart.

American momma!

Happy Tuesday All!