Crazy girl or normal?

I hate this crazy girl feeling. I am waiting on a answer from my estranged husband if we are going to truly commit to making this work. He is taking his sweet time and I can't stand it. It's funny when we love a guy that seems to be playing games it drives us crazy! It would not be fun for him to choose to continue the separation into divorce. I do feel it would be easier to have a answer. This, we might be together we might not, is killing me. I constantly want to text or email the pros and cons of each side of the decision to him. Then I come across a Christian blog I want to forward to him or inspirational saying. I have a kid, house, work, dinner to make, life to live and for the last 3 days all I can do is think about him and worry over if he will ever make up his mind. I know I may sound nuts to most modern women but this is my husband who I have loved and been friends with for 13 years. I would love for nothing more than continue to be his wife but I won't do it at the cost of me. I have created boundaries for the way I expect to be treated so I'm no longer treated like the door mat. I have requested he no longer hide me and choose between his friends that hate me and me. Either be a husband that is proud of his family or don't be one at all. Also I have asked that he De-friend the girl he has been sleeping with while we were separated. Is that asking to much? Is asking my husband to step up and show that I am worthy of being loved in a proper way asking to much? What boundaries do you have for your boyfriend or husband? So if it's the middle of the day or middle of the night I will blog all my feelings instead of contact him. God is working the way he should and I trust him fully so now I am taking these thoughts and feelings and sending them out to the world wide web. Where someone may see them or then again maybe they won't. American Momma