Patience

Patience, my dear! Ugh, I hate this ringing in my ear! I know, I got it! I will never possess this virtue unless it's up to you. My Father, My God is gonna make sure I do. I can't wait, oh on you? Your timing is everything so for you my Father I'll wait. Tomorrow comes and it's still not here! How much longer? Be patient my dear! But Father. But what my Daughter? I don't think I can any longer. Ok tell me more. I've waited and waited and been good so why not now? It's not your time but mine. I know, I know but, but when! If you don't tell me I might sin! That is your choice now isn't it? But I'll be consistent. When your day comes you will know till then just continue to grow. But I want and you promise! I do for your my daughter. If I'm the daughter of the most high then why do I continue to cry. Trust me, follow me and you will know. For my child I'll never let go. You struggle with things you should let go. I am your provider. Don't sweat I know. I have gone before you and sown the seed that will grow. Into a beautiful spirit that I chose. You are not there so you continue to swear. Leave it to me and relax for a while. Father, I understand my heart is in your hands. Even though you have it I allowed him to reek havoc. He tore it apart. I gave it away without a exchange. Asking for his before giving mine to him. Why do I keep looking toward this world? I want you in charge not some feeling less whore.I want care and love that only you could be of. How do I examine this time that I'm in. Patience my love for I am above. Watching you here and guiding you home.