I am always encouraging my married friends to work it out. Certain that divorce is not a option. Then why is it a option for me? Is it because he has given up? Do I feel justified in walking away because he has no idea if he wants me around? It hurts and I'm tired of this yoyo game, but am I supposed to just give up as he did? I want to believe he will change his heft and see that it is me. Or that I can change my heart and he can't be apart of it. I'm pretty certain at this point neither are going to happen. So where do we go from here? Knowing neither of us are gonna change over night and I can't control him how do I change myself? How do I move forward without hurting every moment of every day? Is Love worth the hate?
American momma
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