New day! Ooops!

Ok so I can not seem to sit still constantly pacing and upset with worry. Patience not being in me anywhere. Trust... Do I trust my Lord and Savior to go before me and make this work? Doesn't actions speak louder than words? I have been saying Lord I trust you but then I just do my own thing. Am I being a faithful child? Am I trusting my Heavenly Father? Emotion is a true deceiver of where we are and where we should be. Men are slower at coming to the same conclusion as us. When we start dating someone within a week we can tell you if this is something we will peruse for a long time or if it just won't work. Men sometimes don't even know after a year! How does it change in the mind of the opposite sex? Did God forget one major connection in their brain? I know undoubtly who I am and what I'm willing to do for anyone anywhere and yet men have to think and women react. Is this why we can't just get along? Is this why men are completely content with scratching themselves and male bonding where few words are said other than yep, good game or dude have you seen my new truck. Gadgets, games, sports, work is all that consumes them. When you walk in on a group of women we are tangling kids, talking about feelings, doing, cleaning, supporting each other. Is this difference to be celebrated?