Can I say the most selfish statement ever! I am not in love with you so we can't be together. How is it that God has ordained our marriage and you think that falling out of love is a excuse to leave?we are not always in love with our spouse but we stay and fight it out. My grandparents showed me what true love is about. They stuck it out together no matter how hard it was. Marriage is a choice and there are days you have to make that choice over and over again until you fall back in love with that person. Marriage has weight and value in heaven like no other. The way you treat your spouse is something you have to be accountable for...when Saint Peter asks, " why did you not treasure the one person I made for you?" what would your response be? I didn't feel like treasuring her, I was to lazy, it didn't please me? Really are these the answers you want to give? How about telling, Jesus ..it was just to hard. The one that hung on the cross for you. What if he would of given up and said no this is to hard father just condem them all? News flash Life Is Hard so get over yourself! Marriage is just a piece of paper REALLY? Marriage is a covenant under God, promising to care for your spouse and raise a family! I guess when you marry someone that married you out of duty instead of love this is what you get. A husband who could care less about his vows and commitment before God. My heart has been shattered but no more. I have to find my place back in line with Christ. I know he is waiting to hold and love me and offer blessings. He is the only man I can lean on, depend on and can trust with my heart. For all men on earth have ravaged my heart into almost oblivion. For Jesus has rescued me and my heart from the depths of despair and will deliver me into greatness. Ahhh how sweet it is that he will allow none to stand against me and will restore me whole. For my sins, my failures, my falts and fallen times only make him cherish me more. Using this time to focus fully on seeking his face is a trimester I'm going to cherish and take full advantage of. Jesus thank you for taking control and guiding my life. I know all decisions I have made on my own will be used for your plan. Thank you for catching me when I fall and for supplying me with a army to back me. You are above all. My Alfa and omega. I love you dearly. Jesus thank you for your sacrifice so that I may live fully with you in heaven. Please guide my heart, words, thoughts and actions so that they only please you. My Father I love you dearly!
American Momma
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